Last Vacation Ever With Mom – Murree, 2010 (Pictures)

These pictures were taken during that trip, from a camera she had gifted me. Partly because photography seemed to take my mind away from the impending doom and partly because a part of me was still hopeful she'd live and we'd look back to these pictures and smile together. Soon after, she passed away (24th August, 2010) and I stopped taking pictures since my life had reduced to surviving every single breath. I had kept them in wraps since. Never showed them to anyone.

My Writings: We’ve Been Through This – Fragments From My Past

BACKGROUND Please read this! Mum was getting treated in a city 6 hours away from where she/I, was born and brought up or where we had always lived. We ended up shifting our 'home' to this, other, city. Dad got his job transferred there, and got a house alloted at a beautiful place. Until then, [...]

New Series – Fragments From My Past 

Back in 2010, when my mother passed away due to cancer, I decided to start posting my poems and pieces online. Barely 5 percent of anything I wrote made it online, but that's still a lot.  Read more about my Mom here.. I made a Facebook page, specifically for sharing what I wrote but then changed [...]

Happy Mother’s Day and R.I.P. (The Hardest Post I’ve Ever Had To Write!)

Alright, then. It's finally time. I've NEVER spoken about my Mom on a public platform or for that matter, I don't even talk about her with my friends or my family, because talking or even thinking about her feels worse than dying on being stabbed with the sharpest knife a one thousand and ninety-nine times [...]

My Writings: Under The Stained Hoodie – A short story

Wilson relaxed back in the sofa, straightening the crease in his premium leather coat, taking a sip of the drink lying on the table next to him. "I want you to kill me." "I'm sorry..?" Matt almost spit through his open jaw.. He had heard Wilson was an overly pampered super-celebrity with a twisted head, but there probably truly wasn't a limit to how much of one he could be.

Free verse poem: The Perfect Kingdom..

Once upon a time, in a far away land, Lived a beautiful queen with her smile so bright, her King tall and dark, and a princess with the widest eyes! Their lives were the merriest and their laughters so loud! Hers was a kingdom all filled with smiles, Unicorns and rainbows, and people so fine. They laughed and celebrated, [...]

My writings: The Night It Rained Again – A short story.

The phone rang. "Hi. This is Nancy Smith from The West-Shore Rehab, is this Stacey Jackson?" She smiled. "Is he dead?" There was some silence on the other end, followed by a "Yes." She sipped the remaining coffee away, letting it burn her insides. She laughed so hard her head hit the top of the back of her pine-wood rocking chair as two streams of water poured down her eyes, just like the rain outside.

Behind her smile so wide!

Behind a smile so wide, She was breaking apart inside, Her feelings had started to shatter, She knew, to no-one she'll ever matter! She was never understood, No body felt what she felt,  She hid under a yellow hood, And tried letting go of the broken pieces of glass she held. She sighed and cried, [...]