These pictures were taken during that trip, from a camera she had gifted me. Partly because photography seemed to take my mind away from the impending doom and partly because a part of me was still hopeful she'd live and we'd look back to these pictures and smile together. Soon after, she passed away (24th August, 2010) and I stopped taking pictures since my life had reduced to surviving every single breath. I had kept them in wraps since. Never showed them to anyone.
That is the funny thing about people. They are always obsessed with the idea of you, your apparent perfection, what you are in their heads; smooth, glistening and without a fault. But as soon as the see the breach, a slit, a tear, a wound - they start taking backward steps. Like a customer really [...]
Back in 2010, when my mother passed away due to cancer, I decided to start posting my poems and pieces online. Barely 5 percent of anything I wrote made it online, but that's still a lot. Read more about my Mom here.. I made a Facebook page, specifically for sharing what I wrote but then changed [...]
Alright, then. It's finally time. I've NEVER spoken about my Mom on a public platform or for that matter, I don't even talk about her with my friends or my family, because talking or even thinking about her feels worse than dying on being stabbed with the sharpest knife a one thousand and ninety-nine times [...]
Behind a smile so wide, She was breaking apart inside, Her feelings had started to shatter, She knew, to no-one she'll ever matter! She was never understood, No body felt what she felt, She hid under a yellow hood, And tried letting go of the broken pieces of glass she held. She sighed and cried, [...]
Life is all about making choices! It's all about making the right decisions! Deciding what should be said and what should be kept in secret! The moment you stop trying to make an effort and give up, life ceases! So, perhaps, make your own decisions, keep your head and heart aligned and stay firm on [...]